maikenap

Title:  “SHIT!!!!! Who the Hell is Raping Me?” (is it?)
Fandom:  NewS
Pairing:  YamaPi/???, mentions of RyoShige
Rating:  PG / NC-17?

Summary:  Just read on.  I can’t think of real summary for this except for it being my belated gift to all Yamapi Fans out there..... hehehe *bricked* 

 A/N:  I know it’s late for Pi’s birthday... but nonetheless I finished this.... and very happy.... weird as it may sound, but this is what I can think of for him after reading countless of Yamapi Fic.... and it is driving me insane....  unbeta’d.....

 Yamashita Tomohisa’s birthday is coming up in three days.  And the first two nights were spent with his different sets of friends and being almost dead drunk from celebrating.  Clubbing or drinking at a friends’ home except the night of his birthday.  All of these were all the same, going home drunk, climbing into bed without even changing his clothes.

 But every time he wakes up, he will find himself in a blind fold, four ties tied at every corner of his bed and traces of cum on his sheets.  But what confuses him is who has been doing this to him.  He can tell that he is not the one being ‘fucked” ‘coz he’s not limping in the morning.  He can’t even smell a different scent on his bed or himself ‘coz it smelled like him.

 He is really starting to get confused.  He kept asking Jin, Ryo, or Toma if he brings home a girl after drinking.  But he was told that he doesn’t.  He can’t even say that’s it’s a break in ‘coz nothing in his apartment is missing.  His wallet and cellphone is still intact in his discarded wallet.

 ‘So what is really going on?’  He thought.  ‘It’s been two straight nights that this had been happening.  I can’t remember anything except for that voice, the voice that he can’t recognize if it’s a boy or a girl, that keeps repeating in my mind.’ “When you come, shout the name of the person you always dream of.”  The person says.  “Keii...!!!!!” 

 *******

 He was sitting on NewS’ couch on the morning of his birthday and sat quietly after walking passed some juniors greeting him ‘Happy Birthday’ on the way in.

 He kept thinking of the way the person told him to say the name of the person he always thinks of.  Koyama Keiichiro.  He has been secretly looking at his band mate for some years now.  He can’t think of any reason why he can’t fall in love with the ‘member ai’ founder.  He kept taking care of everyone in the group.  Manages to make the ‘poison tongue’ Ryo calmer, rest a little from travelling in between NewS and Kanjani8, and stopped too much bickering with the ‘law student’ Shige. Constantly reminding Shige to take a break from studying.  Always keeping an eye on the baby of the group, Tego-chan.  And always bringing healthy food for the ever so in love with food Massu. 

And as for himself, bentos with drinks, or towels, reminder to take care of himself on the set, etc., Keii does that to others as well. But he feels that he is really special when Keii does that to him. 

Even though he feels this way for the older man, there aren’t any signs that the other likes him more than his ‘member ai’.  And Pi, himself is not giving away that he likes... no scratch that.... he loves the other.  No one knows, even his own best friend.

Why?  He doesn’t know.

 He’s been quiet the whole morning with these things filling his mind. 

 Greetings from his members and close friends made him happy, but gives out a fake smile.  And Ryo noticed this, so did the other members of NewS.

 “What’s up Pi?” Ryo said sitting beside him.

 “Huh?”

 “What’s your problem?  You’ve been spacing out since you’ve arrived this morning?  And you can’t tell me you’re alright.  Something’s bothering you and I, or rather we, would like to know what it is.”  Ryo demanded.

 Pi looked down on the floor contemplating if he will tell Ryo or not what’s been happening to him the past two nights.

 Ryo, being the impatient man that he is, slapped his shoulders and went back to sitting next to Shige with a worried expression not without saying, “Tell me your problem when you’re ready.”

 Pi sighed heavily, he looked at the faces of his friends and smiled at them. “Gomen ne for making you guys worry.  But there really isn’t any problem.  I was just thinking of someone.”  Smiling again before leaving the room.

 “Baby, do you think he will be alright?”  Shige said turning to Ryo.

 Ryo’s eyes went wide upon hearing the question, earning questioning looks from Massu and Tego.  Nobody knows about their relationship except for Pi and Keii.

 Shige was surprised and made an “o” mouth after realizing what he said.  He turned deep red and made a run for the door.

 “I thought I was the baby of this group?”  Tegoshi faced Ryo.

 “I think.....”  Not able to finish his sentence and ran after his partner.

 Massu on the other hand... “Don’t worry, you’ll always be my baby.”

 “...”

 “I’m hungry.....let’s go eat.”  And with that, he walked towards the door with Tego following.

 While everyone was out, Keiichiro entered the room late and shocked that no one was there.  He looked around for his friends only finding their bags.  He sat down on the couch and placed his bag on the table in the center of the room and took out his gift for their leader.  “I hope he likes my present.”  He thought.

 ~*~*~

 Everybody was scattered around the jimusho.  Keii in the NewS room, Massu and Tego in the cafeteria, Ryo and Shige in one of the janitor’s closet making-out, while the birthday boy was on the rooftop looking at the city.

 Pi, being the quiet guy that he is, and mostly just thinking, was sighing while his elbow on top of the ledge and the hand supporting his chin.

 He was really curious who the person is, and why him.  He can’t even recognize the scent of the person for he smells himself on that said person.  He can’t even tell if it’s a guy or girl.  That’s how wasted he is when he gets home the past two nights.

**RECALLING**

 Soft smooth hands roaming on his body, light feather kisses with soft lips in his lips, neck and torso.  The kiss was sweet and undemanding.  He can feel whoever was doing this loves him.  It is all in the kiss.  The soft loving kiss on his lips.

 The perpetrator takes time exploring his lips and other body parts, making him moan from the heavenly sensations.  Tracing his sides and thighs with light fingers, making him shiver to the core.  Waking up his manhood from the slowness and caring touches and kisses. 

 He feels so helpless with all the things happening to him for he was blind folded and tied to the bed.  Moan, arch and lick his lips was all he could do.

 He has never experience such sweet, caring, delicate love making before.  And for sure this was a winner.

 He can’t think straight.  He can already feel his manhood saluting to the person above him.  The said person was quite careful on making too many sounds to be remembered or recognized.

 He can feel hot breath on the tip of his erection.  Then sudden warmth enveloped him.  He moaned on the way he was being swallowed whole.  His hips were held tightly from bucking himself upwards.  Swallowing him whole, deep throat, was too erotic.  Even though all he can do was imagine the graceful warm mouth enveloping him.  He was on high.  It’s like drugs that he just can’t forget.  Whoever it was knows how to use his/her mouth seductively.

 He can feel the hand that held his erection.  Holding him gently, stroking him gracefully.  Hotness was an understatement.  His manhood was like the most delicious lollipop ever tasted. Licking, swallowing, playing the tip.  His hold won’t last much longer.  Pumping him, sucking him.... his head was spinning to oblivion the way he was being eaten alive.  A wonderful hot mouth around his manhood, erection harder than ever.  He was getting near the edge of his hold.

 Out of nowhere, he felt his bed shift.  He felt that someone was probably sitting on him ‘coz he felt the tip of his erection being poke to a skin.  Little by little he felt himself being swallowed in a very tight hole.  ‘Maybe a virgin hole’ of some sort ‘coz he moaned at the tightness enveloping him.   That someone was riding him.  He was entranced by the feeling.  The soft hands holding his legs as support.  The ride was getting faster and faster.  He was moaning and so is the perpetrator.  But his moans were much louder than the other. He was close, he can feel it.  “When you come, shout the name of the person you always dream of.”  The person says.  A few more heavy hard deep riding he came inside the other shouting “Keii...!!!!!”    

 Pi instantly felt asleep from exhaustion and still feeling his drunkenness in his system.

 The following morning, he was untied and no traces that someone was in his apartment.  Only his dried cum on him and the sheet below him.

 **END OF RECOLLECTION**

 Two straight nights of bliss from an unknown person.  He can’t even define if it’s a girl or a boy (not that he minds what gender it was).  But the feeling of it took him high, and then in the end, slumbering with a certain Koyama Keiichiro in mind.  And his ‘other’ head is starting to wake up from his sexcapade recollection.

 He was still deep in thoughts when someone held his shoulder, pulling him back to reality. 

 He turned around to see the person. It was Keii, his Keii, his band mate, his friend.  The person he is in love with.  He can’t confess to him because he knows the guy’s straight.

 He flinched a little from the older one.  Not facing him full body ‘coz his bulge might get noticed.  And that will be too embarrassing.  And Keii might think otherwise. 

 “Hhmm?”

 “What’s wrong Pi?”  Voice was full of concern.

 “Oh....nothing...just....”

 “You know..” his back on the ledge. “.. I can feel and see you have a problem.  You always do that, you know, spacing out, if you have troubles or problems.”  Facing the younger one.  “I know you try to hide things to yourself, but I can see it.  I just wish you could tell me.”  Looking down on the ground.

“I...I just...don’t know what’s been going on for the past few days.”

 “What is it?”

 “It’s too embarrassing.”  Doesn’t take his eyes off the city.

 “What?  Did something happen to you?”

 “Yeah, sort of.  But..”

 “It’s ok. I understand.  Some things are better left unsaid.”  Then walks towards the door back inside the building.

 Yamapi just stared at his loves disappearing back.  He can’t understand himself.  He had the chance to tell atleast someone about the situation, and it was Keii, but can’t. 

 He took another heavy sigh before going back inside the building as well.

 ~*~*~

 Everybody was having fun.  Yamapi’s apartment was full of friends and colleagues. Everyone was drinking and happy.  Even the celebrant forgot about his mysterious perpetrator. 

 But as Pi turned his head on the loving couple, they finally told everyone about them, Ryo and Shige were cuddling on his couch, he saw Keii faking smiles to everyone.

 Since their encounter at the rooftop, Keii has been quiet and speechless.  More like being in one place and stays there with no apparent reason at all. 

 He tried to approach the other, but always ends up Keii already going the other way.  In short, he was being avoided.  He doesn’t know how he hurt the other so much for Keii just to avoid him the whole afternoon.  And now, he is lonely at his birthday.  So he tried to approach him again.  And this time he made sure the other won’t stand up and leave him behind.

 Keii was sitting on his single couch.  He surprised him by sitting on top of him and placed his arms around the older man’s shoulder.

 “Hey Keii-chan.  Having fun?”

 “Yeah.... thanks for asking.”  Answering without looking at Pi’s eyes.

 “Keii can I talk to you for a moment?”  Without waiting for an answer, he pulled the Keii towards his bedroom.  He almost pushed him on his bed to be able to lock the door.

 “What the hell Yamashita!”

 “See...you’re not okay nor having fun.  You kept avoiding me since this afternoon.”

 “Because you needed time by yourself, so I gave it to you.”  Looking everywhere except Pi.

 “Look, I was just confused okay.  Something’s been happening to me.  And a certain someone is intruding in my apartment at night and tying me up and blind folding me while I fuck him or her or....I don’t know!”  Holding his nose bridge and sighed while the other just kept quiet.  “I... I like the feeling.  That person makes me high.  Makes me feel loved.  I...I don’t even know who the person is.  And why is that person doing it to me.  That person smells like me.  And I can’t tell who that person is without getting frustrated.”

 “Here.”

 “Huh?”

 “Here...take it.  It’s your birthday present.”  Shoving his gift in his hand.

 Pi looked at him surprised.  Took the gift and opened it.  It was a silver necklace with a small photo book pendant.  He opened the pendant and saw his and Keii’s pictures inside.  He was shocked.  “It’s beautiful.  I love it.”  And smiled a genuine smile.  His eyes watery.  The pictures were the ones they took of each other when they were alone one time.

 Keii took a step forward.  Heartbeat at full force at what he is about to do.  He kissed Pi on the lips, soft, sweet.  Before Pi can react Keii already pulled back.  Looked straight in his eyes and smiled.  Pi was shocked.  Keii caressed his cheeks before leaving the room.

 It took a few moments to realize and recognize the kiss.  It was the same kiss that’s he’s been feeling for the past two nights.

 He immediately ran after the Keii.  He looked around but found none.  He asked the other NewS member if they saw the other.  They just said that after getting out of the room, he waved goodbye and went straight to the door.

 He tried calling him, but it was futile.  He doesn’t answer.  He told Shige to try calling his best friend.  But still no answer.

 He was now going on panic mode.  He stopped his party saying he was called to work somewhere, went to the bedroom to get his duffle bag to avoid questions.  He grabbed the necklace and placed it in his pocket.

 He drove around town hoping to find his beloved.  After a few hours of driving, he parked on the side and started crying.  He was confused more than ever, and needed answers.  He took out the necklace and looked at the pictures inside. “Where are you Keii?”

 When he looked at the picture clearly, he remembered where it was taken.  It was taken in one of the beach just outside the city limits when Keii suddenly asked him to go there.  Just the two of them.  They had a great time the whole day.  They had fun, like nothing else mattered.  That was also the day when Keii asked him... “If I disappear, will you look for me?”  “Of course, you’re my friend.”

 That’s when he also realized the hurt in his eyes, but tried to cover it with his smile.  He didn’t mind it that time, but now he understands why.  Why Keii was extra caring to him.

 And with that, he drove off.

 When he got there, he looked for Keii.  And he did. 

 He approached the other slowly and carefully.  When he was getting near, and saw that Keii was sprawled on the sand and not moving, he gasped. 

 He immediately ran to the other and hugged him tight.  “Keii...”

 “Tomohisa?”

 “Pi.”

 “...”

 Laughed a little. “It’s Pi remember?”

 “Oh...”

 Pi let go of the hug and held his shoulder.  “What do you mean ‘Oh’? You disappeared, and I looked for you.”  Smiling at him.

 “You did?  Why?”

 “Because,..”  stared at his beautiful eyes. “...I love you.”

 Keii eleased himself from Pi and stared into the sea.  “You won’t be saying that after you find out what I did.”

 “What?  That you were the one who smelled like me, blindfolding me, then tying me to my own bed and you ride me without preparing your ass?”

 Keii covered his face with his hands.  “Sorry.  I didn’t want to do it that way.  I was so scared that you may not ...”

 Pi took his hands and forced him to face him.  “Look at me Keii.”  And the other did.

 “I love you for a long time now.  And I didn’t know that you swing the other way ‘coz you never gave me any reason to think otherwise.  And I was wrong for not letting you feel my hidden love.”

 “But how did you know it was me?”

 “Simple. Your kiss.”  Then he leaned in and captured the lips that he longed for.

 ~*~*~

 They went home to Pi’s after cuddling for what feels like eternity. 

 Inside the apartment, they found Ryo and Shige in each others’ arms while asleep. They sneaked pass them to his bedroom and locked the door.

 Once Pi locked it he attacked Keii’s lips.  Kissing him hungrily.  The older man responded with the same hunger and passion. 

 When they broke the kiss for air, Pi looked in Keii’s eyes and said, “Please don’t tie me or blindfold me again.  I want to see you while we make love.”

 Keii blushed deep red and nodded.

 “I love you Keii.”

 “I love you too Pi.”

 And kissed each other again.  This time they will look at each other in the eye while they love each other.

 A/N:  hope you liked it. 

        Comments are always loved.....